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Down in a local bar Out on the Boulevard The sound of an old guitar Is saving you from sinking It's a long way down, It's a long way
Back like you never broke You tell a dirty joke He touches your leg And thinks He's getting close For now you let him Just this once Just for now And just like that It's over.
[Chorus] Don't turn away Dry your eyes, dry your eyes Don't be afraid But keep it all inside, all inside When you fall apart Dry your eyes, dry your eyes Life is always hard For the Belle of the Boulevard
In all your silver rings In all your silken things That song you softly sing Is keeping you from breaking It's a long way down, it's a long way
Back here you never lost You shake the shivers off You take a drink To get your courage up Can you believe it? Just this once Just for now And just like that It's over
[Chorus] Don't turn away Dry your eyes, dry your eyes Don't be afraid But keep it all inside, all inside When you fall apart Dry your eyes, dry your eyes Life is always hard For the Belle of the Boulevard
Please hold on, it's alright Please hold on, it's alright Please hold on
Down in a local bar Out on the boulevard The sound of an old guitar Is saving you
[Chorus] Don't turn away Dry your eyes, dry you eyes Don't be afraid Keep it all inside, all inside When you fall apart Dry your eyes, dry your eyes Life is always hard For the Belle of the Boulevard
"Lord, I come before You humbled and in total reverence."
Saw this on Edward's blog and it hit me really hard. Throughout my whole journey, my whole life, I got to admit that I haven't felt this much respect, this much reverence for God before. I haven't been able to truly 'let go and let God'. &until now, I am still having trouble doing that. I realised, somewhere along August this year, that my faith isn't as strong as I thought it was. All it took was one fall to destroy the foundation of trust that I had in God. I am trying to find my way back now, and it's getting better and better. Slowly, but surely. &I'm really thankful for that. I'll keep trying, keep fighting. I'm not all that good with words, but I can say one thing. I'll do whatever it takes to get my faith back. Cause I know it's all worth it, because I do love God.
Amidst all the fun and laughter this term break, so many other things have been happening as well. I guess I got too caught up in all the chaos that I almost forgot that 2009 is coming to an end. 2009 hasn't exactly been the best of years (and I believe this is so for most people out there), but somehow I am really grateful for all that has happened this whole year. This year has been really different, in terms of the things that has happened and the people that I've met. For once, my whole life doesn't only revolve around studying and friendships. I would say that the shit I've had to go through this year came on a whole new level, but I'm really surprised that I've been able to cope thus far. Of course, this would not have been possible without all my lovely friends and definitely my family.
This year, especially, I feel like I've grown a whole lot more. Or maybe it's just me, haha. Anyhoo, I know there is still a long way to go before my thinking becomes more mature and I'm able to join in/understand more intellectual conversations. Also, I feel that being in PCS has greatly contributed to my growth as a person. Being in this course has made me constantly think and reflect about the things that have happened, why they did and what would most probably happen if they didn't. I guess the most important lesson that I learnt this year would be that you can't always get what you want, and that what you want may not necessarily be what's best. Not only for you, but also for the other parties involved.
So for 2010, I have made 2 new resolutions which I will not state here cause they are rather personal. I am still deciding if I should include 'Not being late' as one of my resolutions. Cause it always, ALWAYS FAILS. Oh well, I shall see how. Alrighto, shall bathe then chiong Lifespan essay.
Have a Happy New Year y'all. Get a new start for the new year. (:
This was just a year ago, but so many things have happened. So much has changed. &we look so different, too! But anyhow, at the end of the day (or in this case, year), I'm still really thankful to have someone who will always watch over me and love me like no other ♥ We've had so many ups and downs, so much laughter and so much tears. I'm so glad we're still the best of cousins. We'll always be sisters for life! Hehehe. Honestly, I don't think there is anyone who understands me like you do, no one who loves me like you do (Well besides my mom).
I may not be the best nor the most sensitive and caring cousin on earth, but do know that I'll always be trying my hardest to better myself as a person, friend and cousin. I want the bridge that we have to be the most lasting one ever. So I'll do whatever it takes to constantly mend it and maintain it, to make sure it never ever falls apart. Cause I've been living my whole life with you in it, ever since the day I was brought home. And I'll never be able to imagine life without you.
So here's this post, dedicated to my best friend, and the bestest cousin on earth. Have a safe trip Sam, and have fun. I love you (:
Ahoy! I'm Denise. Currently in my first year at Ngee Ann Poly, studying Psychology and Community Services. Music is my life. No music, no me. Am in love with God, food, fashion, photography, basketball, domo and The Fray.
Hehehe. Honestly, I don't think there is anyone who understands me like you do, no one who loves me like you do (Well besides my mom). 
